People and Book Covers

Ever had that feeling where you just suddenly hate someone and feel like screaming and killing them? That's how I feel, not right now, but last night. Was trying to make new acquaintances through chatting and then I bumped into this guy (not literally). So we chatted just for a bit and we decided to continue chatting through MSN. So okay, then he started asking me to put on my webcam to say hi. I guess I was kinda dumb for not hiding the webcam symbol and told him I can't use it. Well the main reason was that almost everyone would want you to put on your webcam so that they can see how 'sexy' you are and start masturbating or talking dirty and stuff. I'm sick of that and I don't think I should be too honest when getting to know someone new, on the net, that is.

So anyway, when I got caught of lying to him, he started cursing here and there and judging me and asking why it is so hard to be honest yada yada. I'm not trying to make a big deal out of it, but the things he said, oh god. I feel like killing him, there and then. Why would he want to force me with the whole webcam thingy right? Plus, I am seriously uncomfortable when it comes to using the webcam, especially with strangers. I don't really care about what he thinks, it's just that I don't like leaving people with such an impression towards me. Everyone likes to make good first impressions, don't they? Well it's just the way I am. The things he said provoked me to argue back and ended laughing in the end (me laughing to the silly, tak masuk akal things he said). And come on, I am way too shy to show myself. Maybe it's because of the weight. Those who'd been there surely know how I feel. Please, people. Why should you always judge a book by its cover? Like the guy I was talking about, well according to him he wanted to make sure that it is really me in the picture. Sometimes pictures can do wonders, really. If you know what I mean. =]

Oh well. I have just one thing to say: PLEASE DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER PEOPLE. Doesn't mean that every yummy-looking apple doesn't have a worm inside. Looks can be deceiving. Get to know that someone first before judging them! Don't be like the lunatic I was telling you about. Oh god I feel like shooting him with a revolver in the dining room and hitting him with a candlestick with Colonel Mustard and Professor Plum by my side, helping me. That too, wouldn't be enough I think. It's okay. There's still Mrs. White, Miss Scarlet, Mrs. Peacock, and Mr. Green to help me. =]

My Crew. ;)

Clouds and Rainbows

1.How do you feel when you eat chocolate; before and after?
- Before: "I feel like having chocolates. NOW!"
After: "What did I just do?"

2.Savoury or sweet?
- Savoury. =]

3.Do you eat to live, or live to eat?
- I used to not think about this, but now, I'm trying to set in mind that I EAT TO LIVE.

4.Do you enjoy exercising?
- No.

5.How about walking?
- Oklah. Boleh tahan.

6.Why don't you then?
- Sebab penat.

7.Do you always come up with excuses when it comes to exercising?
- Uhh..yes...?

8.Cherries or a huge Quarter Pounder?
- I gotta choose cherries. Sedap!!

9.When you're watching TV, do you always need to munch on something, even a gum?
- Unfortunately yes. =[

10.Are you hungry now?
- NO! =D

11.Want a lollipop?
- No, thank you. =D

12.If I were to offer you between a delicious 5 course meal and a healthy meal+workout, what would you choose?
- Saya akan pilih the healthy meal+workout. 2 in 1. =]

13.Do you want to be healthy?
- Yes.

14.Are you currently leading a healthy lifestyle?
- I'm learning to. =/

15.Donuts or cakes?
- Neither.

16.Am I making you hungry?
- No, you're making me think twice!

17.After answering these questions, would you go grab something to eat?
- Dah cakap tak lapar kan..

18.Up for a run?
- At this hour? Maybe not. Besok-besok jelah.

19.Did you just make an excuse?
- Apparently I just did. Haha

20.Up for a run?
- Hell yeah! =D

My Own Cooking and Indulgences

So as you can see, there are some which are healthy and there are some which are not. I was having this sudden mood to cook and look what I ended up with.

From top (left): My homemade cupcakes, crispy chicken salad with goat cheese.
Smoked chicken sandwich with carrot sticks and cherry tomatoes, my uncle's special salad.
Oats (savoury and yummy!), self-made chicken nuggets.
Homemade chocolate walnut fudge, Delicious' scones.
Pesto, Delicious' apple crumble.

These are some of what I made myself and what I indulged in (Delicious' desserts) and I got compliments from my siblings. Heheh. I just enjoy cooking. Nothing makes me happier (when I'm in the mood, that is). Oh gosh, should be focusing MORE on SOMETHING else..? Ok ok till then!! =D

Happy for me? =]

P/s: Nampak macam banyak ok! =D

Bonding with Daddy

My final exam is coming up next week, and I am not that prepared, or should I say, I am not prepared at all..? Baca sikit-sikit pon tak masuk kepala, so what's the use, right? Well enough about that. Since I'm at home, I watched a little too much TV and it annoys me parents. Tapi belajar jugak, what..? So I thought that maybe for the time being I wanna workout selang satu hari; like if today I exercised, then tomorrow tak, and lusa workout balik la kan, and today was supposed to be my 'day off'. Yeah.

Anyway, petang tadi masa tengah syok tengok TV ngan my siblings and me mum, my dad came home and okay la kan. Suddenly, just in a flash he was already in his baju bersukan and he straight away cakap to me, "Ni jap lagi awak keluar main badminton ngan saya". Then he was gone to minum kopi. I'm like, uh-huh. Whatever la kan. Then I don't know macam mane dia boleh tak pasal-pasal kat luar dah and terus panggil me to keluar main badminton. whatthehell??

Ok tak kisah la kan tu, besides, I do wanna lose weight kan? So it was kinda fun jugak la, coz I can't really remember the last time I played badminton with my dad! Haha. But I regretted something, though. I didn't change my clothes.
My dad tu dah betul la pakaian bersukan. As for me, I was wearing a friggin pair of shorts and a t-shirt dimana lengannya agak pendek ya, and only God knows berapa banyak nyamuk ada kat situ. I thought that maybe if dah gerak-gerak body ni susah la nyamuk nak aim kan. Tapi tak. Lagi banyak datang. And I was wearing black! Hahaha. Served me right, kan? Wanna see what those black and white Aedes did to me leg?



Ok, I know kaki I besar, but I only wanted to show you what happened after playing badminton kat tepi rumah. Pity me, kan? I know. But in the end, I did get a really good sweat and I'm glad I had it with my dad.

And bila dah mandi, you know what we had for dinner? This:



Yeah. Chili Cheese Fries. It's as if the badminton session takde gunenye kan? Hahaha. I know. Oh god.

Forgive me. Please do. =]

P/s: I did not eat it banyak sangat okay! FYI.

Pheew!!

I'm exhausted.
From exercising.
Non-stop.
For more than 3 hours.
Too little??

Help Me!!

I'm back home for the week. HELP ME!! HELP ME!!!

There's too much food which I can't or in other words I am FORBID to eat. For example, when I got home last night, was trying to make myself dinner and my beloved nanny told me that she cooked already and guess what she made? Nasi Pilaf with beef curry and grilled chicken with herbs. The rice was so fragrant I could smell it since I went through the front door! It was really irresistible and I told her that I couldn't eat any of those since I'm trying to lose a couple of lbs. Then she started saying all this stuff, "Penat je masak untuk awak. Balik-balik, tak nak makan apa yang dah masak. Dah la, lepas ni anything yang saye masak awak tak payah makan". WTF??

So in the end I ate what she cooked AND she asked me to tambah! Boleh tak...my goodness! But I guess you would do the same as well right? Memang IRRESISTIBLE. Then I thought takpelah, tomorrow morning I'm gonna have a healthier breakfast. Ehem. I didn't. Roti Canai was on the table and my nanny said roti dah abis if I nak toast them and this is all yang ada. AGAIN?? But I think it's slightly healthier than your average roti canai coz the one she made, she didn't use any oil. It was instant roti canai and dia just panaskan on the pan with no oil. So I think it was ok sikit la kot. Right? Oh well. Off to the gym jap lagi.

I guess I'm gonna do a little shopping for myself as well to get MORE veggies and MORE healthy food. =]

Til then!

Any Progress Yet?

Haluu. So yeah, dah lama tak post anything, I guess I'm gonna lay it out to ya. My progress so far. So far, I think I'm doing ok. Not much of a progression, but slowly, yeah. I've been trying a lot of things lately; dancing workouts, core rhythms, and recently, yoga. I did brisk walking and cycling and I've been sweating quite a lot jugak la. I was a bit dissapointed like, two weeks ago, when I checked the scale. It didn't move A BIT! I mean, after the non-stop exercising, don't I deserve just a little reward for my hard work? But I didn't stop there. After two weeks, I found out that the tempat timbang was actually ROSAK and I've been eating not a lot, tapi macam lebih sikit la kan. Heh. But bottom line is, I DID NOT STOP.

Problem sekarangnya ialah my eating pattern. Foods I consume. I think I can do the exercise and all, tapi when it comes to eating, susah sikit la. I think that's my biggest problem for now. I'm eating healthily nowadays and the food portion pon kurang. I'm eating more veggies by the day and I'm starting to get the hang of it. Walaupun dah kurang gak the food intake, somehow I think it's still too much. I have a friend yang tolong jaga my food consumption here in college and I'm glad that I have her, coz if not, I might be eating my ass off by now! =D

So yeah, I'm getting used to eating healthily and with the right portions, and about the workouts, slowly la kan. Baby steps, bak kata a friend of mine. Lets just hope for the best yeah. Wish me luck!! =]

Saya Kembali!

Hello. I know I haven't been writing in ages, and maybe this time, this time, while writing this post, I might have almost reach size 14. Sadly, I haven't lost that much weight, but I gained some instead. But no worries, I'm not in pain. I'm not in pain at all. Yet, I'm quite happy. Haha.

The thing is that, I did try to go on with the size-14-goal thing but somehow, I failed. I don't know what went wrong and what made me gain weight (the food lah! Duhh..) but the bottom line is that I, have failed. I think I stopped the whole process sebab I stopped thinking about it.

Give me this opportunity to make a comeback. Hehehe. I wanna give it another go because yeah, everyone deserves a second chance, and a third, and a fourth and so on. Hopefully, I'll manage to keep going and try again because failure is just another way of saying try harder.

Pray for me, yeah. =]