Day 3

Cooked with friends at their house. You know what that means.
Confronted me uncles, told them I couldn't take it no more and I had to break rules.
They suggested me another way, which I'm very familiar of.
Somehow, after talking to them, it kinda motivated me to try harder and not give up easily. The conversession with uncles made me feel like I can actually do this, if I set my mind to it. Ya Allah help me.
Again, wish me luck. =/

Day 2

Woke up a bit late today and had oatmeal for lunch. After class I had my apple.
I SCREW IT BIG TIME TODAY. After class I went grocery shopping with mates and the 'screw it big time' happened after. We were all hungry and wanted to get something to eat. I know I should not be eating anything else but oats for dinner. But I was really hungry and I had..I had..GRILLED LAMB. Yes. It was terrible I tell you!! (Not the lamb. The lamb was awesome. The action of me eating what I'm not supposed to. That's terrible)

Well this isn't the exact picture, took it from Google but it looked something like this.

I know. I blew it. Big time. And it's my second day. SECOND DAY. I'm not gonna start all over, back to day one tomorrow. I'm gonna continue eating what I'm supposed to. Moving on with day three tomorrow. And I'll consider this as my biggest mistake of all and NO MORE MISTAKES after this. Come on now. Gotta keep my chin up. I can do this. For goodness sake, it's only for two weeks. Two weeks? It's nothing. Keep moving forward. =]

P/s: No worries, I didn't have anything after that. Only water. The lamb kept my tummy full, and it kept me feeling guilty enough. =/

Day 1

Hello friends. Day one. Eins. Uno. Un. Satu.
The toughest, I must say. Betul lah orang cakap, baru-baru mula, memang susah. Tapi yang hari ni memang teramat susah. Perut bunyi non-stop ok! Well, here's the diet suggested to me:

Breakfast: Oats with Vegemite. Yum!

First mistake of the day: Small Carrot Cake Cupcake

Lunch: An apple. Yes.

Dinner: Oats cooked my style! =]

Okay, yeah, so I made a mistake. My friend brought the cupcakes to class and gave one to me. It wasn't til I finished the last bite and had a sip of water that I realised I've got that new diet to follow. Haha seriously! I'm innocent!

And yeah, no in-between snacks. Lunch was really hard. Had only the apple and my tummy started grumbling 15 minutes later. And believe me, I had tons of water to shut my tummy up. So this is what I have to go through EVERY DAY for two weeks! Can't really consider it as two weeks coz I think that particular someone would not want me to stop and keep on with the regime! I just don't know how the guy who came up with this diet survived. Plain superhero, I guess. *Shrugs*

Please wish me luck. I have to endure this every day. With a big tummy like mine? May take ages for it to adapt. Okay I'm starting to crap now. Wish me luck!!!

Two-week Challenge!

Hello. Back again. Sadly, with no results. But hey, I'm trying to get the hang of it. And hey, give me a break ok. It's hard, especially for someone with a very very low level of discipline.

This time, my uncle gave me a suggestion, more like a two-week challenge. He suggested me this new diet, and he wants me to try it. Two weeks. That's all. Try it to see how it goes. It might work. It might not. No harm in trying. The menu looks impossible though, especially for a big girl like me. I'll take his challenge. I'll start Monday. I will. I have to. I should. I would. I must. I will. Wish me luck.

People and Book Covers

Ever had that feeling where you just suddenly hate someone and feel like screaming and killing them? That's how I feel, not right now, but last night. Was trying to make new acquaintances through chatting and then I bumped into this guy (not literally). So we chatted just for a bit and we decided to continue chatting through MSN. So okay, then he started asking me to put on my webcam to say hi. I guess I was kinda dumb for not hiding the webcam symbol and told him I can't use it. Well the main reason was that almost everyone would want you to put on your webcam so that they can see how 'sexy' you are and start masturbating or talking dirty and stuff. I'm sick of that and I don't think I should be too honest when getting to know someone new, on the net, that is.

So anyway, when I got caught of lying to him, he started cursing here and there and judging me and asking why it is so hard to be honest yada yada. I'm not trying to make a big deal out of it, but the things he said, oh god. I feel like killing him, there and then. Why would he want to force me with the whole webcam thingy right? Plus, I am seriously uncomfortable when it comes to using the webcam, especially with strangers. I don't really care about what he thinks, it's just that I don't like leaving people with such an impression towards me. Everyone likes to make good first impressions, don't they? Well it's just the way I am. The things he said provoked me to argue back and ended laughing in the end (me laughing to the silly, tak masuk akal things he said). And come on, I am way too shy to show myself. Maybe it's because of the weight. Those who'd been there surely know how I feel. Please, people. Why should you always judge a book by its cover? Like the guy I was talking about, well according to him he wanted to make sure that it is really me in the picture. Sometimes pictures can do wonders, really. If you know what I mean. =]

Oh well. I have just one thing to say: PLEASE DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER PEOPLE. Doesn't mean that every yummy-looking apple doesn't have a worm inside. Looks can be deceiving. Get to know that someone first before judging them! Don't be like the lunatic I was telling you about. Oh god I feel like shooting him with a revolver in the dining room and hitting him with a candlestick with Colonel Mustard and Professor Plum by my side, helping me. That too, wouldn't be enough I think. It's okay. There's still Mrs. White, Miss Scarlet, Mrs. Peacock, and Mr. Green to help me. =]

My Crew. ;)

Clouds and Rainbows

1.How do you feel when you eat chocolate; before and after?
- Before: "I feel like having chocolates. NOW!"
After: "What did I just do?"

2.Savoury or sweet?
- Savoury. =]

3.Do you eat to live, or live to eat?
- I used to not think about this, but now, I'm trying to set in mind that I EAT TO LIVE.

4.Do you enjoy exercising?
- No.

5.How about walking?
- Oklah. Boleh tahan.

6.Why don't you then?
- Sebab penat.

7.Do you always come up with excuses when it comes to exercising?
- Uhh..yes...?

8.Cherries or a huge Quarter Pounder?
- I gotta choose cherries. Sedap!!

9.When you're watching TV, do you always need to munch on something, even a gum?
- Unfortunately yes. =[

10.Are you hungry now?
- NO! =D

11.Want a lollipop?
- No, thank you. =D

12.If I were to offer you between a delicious 5 course meal and a healthy meal+workout, what would you choose?
- Saya akan pilih the healthy meal+workout. 2 in 1. =]

13.Do you want to be healthy?
- Yes.

14.Are you currently leading a healthy lifestyle?
- I'm learning to. =/

15.Donuts or cakes?
- Neither.

16.Am I making you hungry?
- No, you're making me think twice!

17.After answering these questions, would you go grab something to eat?
- Dah cakap tak lapar kan..

18.Up for a run?
- At this hour? Maybe not. Besok-besok jelah.

19.Did you just make an excuse?
- Apparently I just did. Haha

20.Up for a run?
- Hell yeah! =D

My Own Cooking and Indulgences

So as you can see, there are some which are healthy and there are some which are not. I was having this sudden mood to cook and look what I ended up with.

From top (left): My homemade cupcakes, crispy chicken salad with goat cheese.
Smoked chicken sandwich with carrot sticks and cherry tomatoes, my uncle's special salad.
Oats (savoury and yummy!), self-made chicken nuggets.
Homemade chocolate walnut fudge, Delicious' scones.
Pesto, Delicious' apple crumble.

These are some of what I made myself and what I indulged in (Delicious' desserts) and I got compliments from my siblings. Heheh. I just enjoy cooking. Nothing makes me happier (when I'm in the mood, that is). Oh gosh, should be focusing MORE on SOMETHING else..? Ok ok till then!! =D